Well, this chapter of our lives is closed. Tim, I waited all my life for you. Five years later you're suffering has finally ended. I never expected 2 days before our wedding to hear the devastating news of your cancer. It broke my heart to know that the wonderful life together we planned was to end before it even started. I'm sorry for how horrible are ending was but I never stopped loving you even though I walked away after 4 years I just couldn't take it anymore. I know you're at peace now you're with Karen and your mom.